And, 36 (sigh) how you felt so old at 26

Being a believer in God, a wife, a mom, a daughter, and a friend.... It's hard. It's easy. Sometimes I'm all in and sometimes I'm just not enough. I'm turning 36 this year (in a little over a month) and I can say that I have checked off almost every single thing on my list. You know, the list that you make in your head or on a piece of paper for where you want to be at certain ages and stages in your life. I'm there. Right where I want to be. And, 36 (sigh) how you felt so old at 26. 36 isn't that old...says the soon to be 36 year old.
Yes, there are certain things that I still am working on, daily. Giving grace. That's a big one for me.
I'm pretty hard on myself when it comes to doing it all. Trying to anyways. And, I constantly feel like I'm not fully giving to any one part of my world. I'm not an expert and anything but I can juggle everything. I would really love to be an expert at the most important things to me, being a Wife and Mama. I'm good at these things. I want to be best at these things. And I will continue to try, try again.
My handsome husband turns 39 this year (in 2 days)! We are trying for another little bundle baby and hope to have this bomp before I'm 40! Please Lord, before I'm 40 (insert laugh here).