Happy 17th birthday sweet baby Jenny

It never gets easier.  17 years.  17.

I never know how to support my sister and brother in law on this day. Should I show my heartbreak? Should I be strong and pass out hugs? Should I make her laugh? And, how do I help Mike? It runs through me for weeks and when I saw them,  visiting Jenny today,  We went through it all.  Saddness. Hugs. Laughter. God shows me what to do as soon as I see her and Mike. But,  every year it's different. You would think I would know what to do, being it's been 17 years.  17 years.... But,  I don't.  God does.

We were both pregnant with our babies together.  Jenny was born October 31st and Jameson was born exactly 2 months later on December 31st. Such a joyful time with our sweet babies.  2 1/2 months was all we had with our sweet girl.  We are all missing this huge part of our family, just as brokenhearted as ever.

Happy birthday to our sweet baby,  Jenny. We love you more than ever and we miss you every day, so much.